I feel like these next two years of high school are going to be the hardest ever. I’ve never felt so much anxiety just by being home and in this fucking piece of shit town. Everyone here is so superficial and boring and too stupid to realize how sad it is here.
For people that grew up here, it’s like this is a safe place for them, and I understand that’s how everyone feels wherever they grew up, but it’s to the point that they’re settling to stay here because this is all they know and they’re too scared to be anywhere else. I mean it’s really sad and pathetic in some peoples cases. It’s like they’re too lazy to be away from home and meet new people, because why would you do that when you know everyone in your town already? FUCKING NO. That’s why you should leave, so that you can realize that not everyone is a 2 inch deep puddle that doesn’t really give a shit about anything except where they’re gonna go tonight so they can update their facebook about it. Like people actually give a shit.
I just really don’t understand the people here sometimes, and it sucks to be surrounded by so many morons. I mean I’m pretty miserable, but, fuck, I’d rather be miserable than a moron. At least I have the motivation to leave AS SOON as I graduate. Yeah, it’s safe here, but safe is so boring, and I promise I will not stay here a fucking minute longer than I have to.